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hummm...
between this and Kyrptonite...
well maybe you'll see that one later...

[.::When I'm Gone::.]
(3 Doors Down)

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
[end chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[chorus]

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

[.::Come As You Are::.]
(Nirvana)
Come
as you are
as you were
as I want you to be
as a friend
as a friend
as an old enemy
take your time
hurry up
the choice is your
don't be late
take a rest
as a friend
as an old memoria
memoria
memoria
memoria

come
dowsed in mud
soaked in bleach
as I want you to be
as a trend
as a friend
as an old memoria
memoria
memoria
memoria

and I swear
that I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
memoria
memoria
memoria {don't have a gun}

and I swear
that I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun

memoria
memoria


more soon to come

meep
I feel like crap
I am!
ms. jeffers will never catch me. muhaha.
I'm an idiot }:

It's. so. beautiful.

hmm. I wanna go to a corn maze with Brent. we'll find all the dead ends. on purpose. [insert evil giggles]
maybe I'll invite people to go with! it'd be a fun thing to do for halloween.
contact me for the info.

my mom had one of her future predicting "flashes" yesterday, when I was asking if I could go to Ozzfest next year, she said I probably wouldn't be able to, cos she thinks he'll be dead. a tough piece of beef jerky for me to chew on !

hjasz fhuyg uiur iu jasd jiu huhia ywsa o ug jef poh.

I love you Brent.

herm herm
this week sucks
it's all stressful and I suck
bah!

[.::Bodies::.]
(Drowning Pool)
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor

Beaten why for
Can't take much more

One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me
One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Now

Let the bodies hit the floor

Push me again
This is the end
Skin against skin blood and bone
You're all by yourself
But you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate consumed by fear

Let the bodies hit the floor

well, here we are, exactly one year after my grandpa died. grandma and aunt karen are coming over to see my mom, then they're gonna go visit the grave, then go out to eat. I remember exactly one year ago, I was getting ready for nick johnson's b-day party...blah blah blah...then I'm in the shower and my dac knocks on the door to tell me he died, he's going over there...
and yea...
I miss grandpa...

gonna go see School of Rock with Brent...maybe go to target or something...
Brent I love you.
(:

ok kids, we're going to see a lot less updates in the near furture, probably. my mother has put me on aol guardian, and given me a limit of 1 hour each day, 3 on fridays and 4 on saturdays and sundays. also, she has restricted me from 16-17 (mature teen) to 13-15 (young teen). i can't even get to blogger from my s/n. It sucks!

gah I'm so bored. so bored that I haven't written in a week.

Brent came over last night, we watched Lilo and Stitch twice, we hung out and watched sci-fi movie and cooking channel and yea. it was fun. but I wish he could have came over longer!

friday night we went to the park/garage.

uhmmm....

I'm sooo bored...

O.O<---bored faced me

I love you Brent.